Worthless!

Suddenly, one day you realize your value in their eyes. Worthless it is! A sudden moment of realisation where the thought of being taken for granted cross your mind and all the past behaviours starts to fall in place.   The moment when you realise that what you considered important or prioritised over others don't even understand the value of the time, feelings you invested in them. And, all those years of turmoil, dedication seemed worthless. Your worth becomes worthless in your own eyes. And, it happens in a fraction of second, a second that helps you clear the thin layer of assumptions that you have formed over the years.

बात ये नहीं थी की साथ उसने छोड़ दिया, बात सिर्फ इतनी सी थी की वो साथ कभी था ही नहीं।

बात ये नहीं की समझती मैं थी हमेशा,
बात सिर्फ इतनी सी थी के उसने कभी समझा ही नहीं।

बात ये नहीं थी की उसके विश्वास तोडा,
बात सिर्फ ये थी की विश्वास जो मेने किया वो उस तरफ से कभी था ही नहीं।