All the best..:)

"The only thing that will stop you from fulfilling your dreams is you", this is something i read at the end of a not so common movie. It inspired me and help me motivate myself at some low points o life. It was just 5 days back (yes perfect 5 days back) when life was seeming still in comparison to those who were moving in front of me.

I was standing at the  Delhi metro station waiting for my sister  so that we could board a train together for home. all could could see at that time was people moving and moving and just moving in front of me. All i could listen is a never ending beep sound in my mind (the sound of numbnness) All i could feel was being rejected. In the world outside that protected ire i was feeling as if not a single place was left that could offer me a month long internship. I was somewhere thinking when people are not ready to offer me to work when i am going to work for  free, who is going to pay me once i enter the race of getting employed??? Sorrounded with all these questions, feelings, sounds and a non stop crowd in front of me i finally boarded the train with my didi.

"YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE WORST TO GET THE BEST.."

 somebody was right in saying this. Don't you believe me?? then listen: I got rejected from 12 places (isn't it too much for a single day)
But for that someone who said the previous quoted line, listen please:

"SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOT TO BE STRONG. IT MAY HURT AND YOU MAY SHED A FEW TEARS , BUT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT.."

 this is also said by somebody i don't know personallly and i believed in him more that the previous one. So with a hope that thngs will get better and god will help me (since i have learnt in school that, "GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELPS THEMSELVES) Yes i helped myself since i did not depended upon someone to refer me instead i did the honours of struggling myself in search for an internship.

God to my surprize proved that statement correct for myself by helping me since i have got a call from a reputed News Agency for a month long internship. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY***

But to your surprize this is not something i wanted to share or to say, i actually wanted to confess a feeling that right now is bubbling inside me. The feeling of steping into a new world. I am excite enough to see how things actually works but a bit afraid also. i dont know whether i'll be able to stand high in between those people already there. The another fear is of starting this very much wanted journey alone. I went for through that struggling phase with the one i entered my colg with i.e. one of my close friend but now what?? I have to start this journey alone with nobody's hand holding mine. I cannot explain this butterfly sort of feeling in my heart . i just want things to be perfect on the day of my joining. I just want to get settled easily in that place's environment with some new faces , some new behaviours, deadlines, proffessionalism etc etc etc.

Well i think its too much of what i could say about my current feeling. Fingers crossed,waiting for monday and hoping for the best. All the best to myself..:)

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and do wish me luck..:)