Tuesday 16 May 2017

Jouska-My favourite emotion!

While the world appreciated the talkitive ones, the silent ones suffered!
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Assumptions, you see!
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The silent minds might have the deepest of conversations taking place in them and the loudest of minds could be blank enough to speak out shit!
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Jouska, ever heard of it? Nothing critical, nor difficult to understand, it can be defined as a hypothetical conversation that one compulsively play out in his/her head, an analysis, a cathartic dialogue which serves as a kind of psychological batting cage where one can connect more deeply with people than in everyday life!  Simple, isn't it? And, you took no time, had no second thoughts before saying, why do you stay so quiet?
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Introvert, are you one?
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Not every soul has this power of speaking everything that's there in their mind, everything that lies deep within. Some have this ultimate tendency of playing in their head, playing with conversations, with people, with stories, with life, with confusions, with arguments, with emotions. And, they keep on playing with them untill they pass an emotion, solve or win an argument (not in the real life, but there in their own mind), clarify a confusion, commit a secret, finally bringing their mind at peace.
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No, stop right there! Stop assuming again of jouska being a wierdness that only some have. Each one, I pardon, each one of us have this exceptionally idiotic yet beautiful tendency of feeling and going through this emotion.
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Have you ever though about the statements or points you could have mentioned in an argument that you didn't?
Ever regretted about not saying exactly what you wanted to and thought about it after the heat of the moment was gone?
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Congratulations! You have felt this emotion too. While it is a common emotion for some, jouska has been a best friend emotion for those who sit silently having thousands of conversations taking place in their mind. The conversations that never take place and never will! The conversations that will remain just there, piled up in the lockers of their brain. And, heart! And, you will again give no second thought before assuming and asking, why do you stay so quiet?
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कुछ इस तरह आज मेरी कलम एक बार फिर चंद खाली पन्नों पे वो सब लिख गई जो बातें मेरी जुबां पर आ न सकी।
फ़िर क्या था, हँसने की खिलखिलाहट भी थी और चीखों का शोर भी पर एक बार फिर, आवाज़ नहीं आई।
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My mind wander, my words ponder,
And, hundreds of conversations take place in my mind silently!

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