Part 10: [title: Being the third...:( ]

 PART 10::: She was my BEST FRIEND, I mean SHE STILL IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE..:’(

Things didn’t changed, our arguments turned into silent fights. We no more fought with each other on not giving a chance to explain. I tried my best to meet more often but each time I meet them, that essence was missing, may be because I was missing that Ash-Rajjo time that we used to have before.

I don’t knw weather I was jealous of Viraj or I hated him at that time, because, I knw ,not at all intentionally, he was the reason of these distances between us( I didn’t knew weather I was right or wrong but it was just what I  felt, I mean I have no control on my thoughts and feeling they are just random they come to us in the most worst and the most needed time sometimes).

I felt the feeling of being the third person in a group of three, I actually was feeling it. I was forced to think that, were my frinds right about what they said to me in school and finally burst out with tears one night Yes !! I cried!! I cried loudly badly madly( not because I loved her or was feeling bad because she wasn’t with me but) because I stated missing my best friend even in her presence.

And nobody was there to understand me or console me(no one can actually understand me if they haven’t been through this kind of feeling).

Besides this , I used to think sometimes that , Is she also feeling the same about me or was she busy in her own life with her boyfriend( Viraj never was between us, it was just my feeling that he was, he also tried sometimes to explain her on my behalf but nobody knew what she was doing).

The morning after I cried, I got a call from Viraj, who told me that Ash was ill. She was having high fever and he told me to take him to her place as my friend(nobody at her home till now knew nothing about them).

I took him with me, she was lying on her bed and her face was looking pale, she was having a very high fever at that time also. But her behavior in such illness hurted me the most, ( don’t know whether she did that intentionally at that time or what but it hurt me badly L )

She said me to wait outside home as she wanted to talk to him personally(this was the first time , she did that), I mean what did she meant by that( Do they needed privacy now??) , well that third person feeling started increasing from that day onwards.

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