Saturday 20 July 2013

All the best..:)

"The only thing that will stop you from fulfilling your dreams is you", this is something i read at the end of a not so common movie. It inspired me and help me motivate myself at some low points o life. It was just 5 days back (yes perfect 5 days back) when life was seeming still in comparison to those who were moving in front of me.

I was standing at the  Delhi metro station waiting for my sister  so that we could board a train together for home. all could could see at that time was people moving and moving and just moving in front of me. All i could listen is a never ending beep sound in my mind (the sound of numbnness) All i could feel was being rejected. In the world outside that protected ire i was feeling as if not a single place was left that could offer me a month long internship. I was somewhere thinking when people are not ready to offer me to work when i am going to work for  free, who is going to pay me once i enter the race of getting employed??? Sorrounded with all these questions, feelings, sounds and a non stop crowd in front of me i finally boarded the train with my didi.

"YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE WORST TO GET THE BEST.."

 somebody was right in saying this. Don't you believe me?? then listen: I got rejected from 12 places (isn't it too much for a single day)
But for that someone who said the previous quoted line, listen please:

"SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOT TO BE STRONG. IT MAY HURT AND YOU MAY SHED A FEW TEARS , BUT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT.."

 this is also said by somebody i don't know personallly and i believed in him more that the previous one. So with a hope that thngs will get better and god will help me (since i have learnt in school that, "GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELPS THEMSELVES) Yes i helped myself since i did not depended upon someone to refer me instead i did the honours of struggling myself in search for an internship.

God to my surprize proved that statement correct for myself by helping me since i have got a call from a reputed News Agency for a month long internship. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY***


But to your surprize this is not something i wanted to share or to say, i actually wanted to confess a feeling that right now is bubbling inside me. The feeling of steping into a new world. I am excite enough to see how things actually works but a bit afraid also. i dont know whether i'll be able to stand high in between those people already there. The another fear is of starting this very much wanted journey alone. I went for through that struggling phase with the one i entered my colg with i.e. one of my close friend but now what?? I have to start this journey alone with nobody's hand holding mine. I cannot explain this butterfly sort of feeling in my heart . i just want things to be perfect on the day of my joining. I just want to get settled easily in that place's environment with some new faces , some new behaviours, deadlines, proffessionalism etc etc etc.

Well i think its too much of what i could say about my current feeling. Fingers crossed,waiting for monday and hoping for the best. All the best to myself..:)


keep reading keep smiling keep shining

and do wish me luck..:)


5 comments:

  1. thats some inspirational lines there...
    all the best :)

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  2. Hi ! SO many days since your last post..naturally, missed you so much :) And look what you are back with! First of all, heartiest congratulations for the internship. And I am telling you seriously, if I had been in your place I would have probably loathed this idea of internship because it means extra hardwork..! So hats off to you for taking it so seriously! And uncertainties are always there. We can be scared or we can be happy. It's all what our mind perceives it to be. I think this post is more for yourself than the readers but I can tell you frankly that you are far much bolder than you think. No doubt going to a new environment accompanies lots of anxiousness, but who knows, maybe you'll fall in love with the place like anything!
    All the best:)

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    1. Thanks a lot for such motivating words..:)
      keep writing..:)

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  3. another motivational write up....
    looks like the creative writer in you is shifting the stride

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